New layout, again.. I change my layout alot, its such a habit but i am going to try and just keep this one. So i hope everyone had a good turkey day. My weekend kinda sucked. I am bestfriends with this boy, and i have no feelings like that towards him, and i just found out he really likes me. I have to pretend i dont know anything, because i am getting all of this from my bestfriend. Its so hard trying to still talk to him, of course he sees me flirting with some other boy, so he feels weird. So yeah, thats my life, anywayss. on to the update.
[-]I blast the radio, and jump from my bed to the floor.
my parents come pounding on the door.
they tell me my music is too loud,
but this is the way I express myself.
loud;outgoing;making a statement
[-]Wait outside
i hope the air will serve to remind you,
that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest
[-]Swings make me feel like such a child;not that its a bad thing.
Just the moment where your pumping so hard to succeed,
and be able to reach the sky, and show off to all your friends.
Just close your eyes, and imagine your flying; i miss being a kid
[-]With wintertime comes cold weather
and with that makes me miss your hugs so much more.
you always no how to keep me warm, and feel belonged.
i miss that, i miss you.
[-]I love those rainy days, where you stay in your pjs all day.
Watch chick flicks and eat take out.
The days you feel so carefree, and so despereate,
all at the same time
[-]I want to know what it feels like
to get an 'i love you' text.
Or to wear your boy's sweatshirt,
while he freezes his butt off.
I want to feel wanted, and like
I actually belong.