well my laptop, is still gone. but i missed xanga, so i decided to do a post. It won't really be anything special, just my feelings this past week.
I've had one of those weeks where i feel like absolute shit, for a reason i can't identify. But right now, i am feeling content. I am getting into the christmas spirit, and i hope all of you have a good one.
[-]merry christmas, baby.
you're the only thing on my
wishlist, maybe.
[[merry christmas baby, by Brighten]]
[-]You look at me from across the room,
with that look on your face.
Like something is stopping you from
walking those simple steps to me.
[-]i just want to scream.
tell you to wake up, smell the coffee
and realize I've been waiting for you.
[-]with the holiday season, i remember all the good times.
the bad times seem to just fade.
I remember the childhood memories, opening gifts, and everyone being together.
what has happened?
[-]the snowflakes dance down from the gray sky.
I stand here, and wait for one to just perfectly land on my tounge.
This is the feeling of wintertime, that i wait for
everyyear.
[-]i lay in bed looking at pictures, that line my walls.
all the snapshots of memories, and friends.
If someone were to see these they would think
my life is perfect, but boy they would be so
far off
[-]when i see you in the morning,
i want so badly to run up to you and give you a hug.
you probably wouldn't mind it.
but it would mean so much more to me than it would for you.